what's mine is mine.

Why so different

2010-10-20T08:51:00.000-07:00

People out there have sex 2-3 times a week(on a healthy range),but for me,we quarrel 2-3-4 times a week:O why so different

death of my frog

2010-10-17T08:05:00.000-07:00

17th Oct 2010,Gamakichi died today.

salvations for my temper

2010-10-16T12:44:00.000-07:00

I'm having super crazy moodswings this month and i really dunno why. I will get pissed and irritated by every single thing even when talking to someone i would really dote on,there's only like hmm 1-3 humans that i totally didnt get grouchy about them and instead i grew an addiction to talk to them:/ even my girlfren' start to ask me " eh why your temper so bad recently." I can really say i dunno why........i see people under void decks making a din,i would just confront them. People asking me questions more than 2 times i would start to throw some sarcastic remarks or even scold them...i really dunno why am i being so stressful..i dun even try to correct my english in this post and put in accurate capitals and punctuations....forgive me! Maybe i should just move on and faster from my current pace..im lost.

oh my frog

2010-10-14T10:16:00.000-07:00

Hopefully my frog doesn't pass away,it hasn't been eating for the past 2 weeks or more...the past few days,it will at least move alittle bit when i touch him or try to catch him but now......he doesn't even budge when i push him and seems to me that his hind legs are not able to move or something.....and singapore doesn't have any exotic animal vet omggggggg somebody save him!!

Me or the others?

2010-06-11T03:36:00.000-07:00

I really don't understand why are the people around me getting more and more selfish and self-centered or maybe it's just me.

Everyone speaks only of themself. I've read a book which said "If your kindness is not appreciated,forget about it.If no ones care and concern about you,forget about it.If you can't forget about all those,it's becos you're afraid of loneliness and becos..you're soft." What the authors' said made much sense,I've been thinking that maybe it's cos that I'm too weak and not firm enough to make my stand. I always tell myself that "i must not give in to anyone anymore,i must not apologize if it's not my fault at all." but in the end,i gave in and started to talk to them again. It's cos i cherish everyone of you all if not i don't really give a damn to anyone. Happy talk to me,not happy then give me all kinds of 1 words reply. No people to play games with find me and likewise. Ignore ignore ignore then wait for me to find you all,what if i didn't talk to you all? Giving all kind of excuse when i find out all those shit you've been doing.

I just wanna say that I'm tired of everything,everything little stupid things I had been doing. Maybe I should not blame anyone and blame on human nature,even sitting in the MRT also will experience human's selfishness. I was going home after my school in Tiong Bahru,9am to 5pm of boring lectures,finally i got a seat in the MRT and guess what happened? A woman in her early 30s' stood infront of me and said to herself "Nowadays young people dunno how to let older people sit,no manners." I didn't even bother her,first cos i'm so fuggin' tired and second,which part of her is old...at around City Hall,a real elderly came in and she can't even stand well.I immediately gave up my seat to her but before she could sit down,that dumb 30s' bitch "chop" the place with her shopping bags. She knew that i gave up the seat for the old woman but still she did that. She didn't even SIT on the seat,she placed all of her SHOPPING stuff on the seat..and that's human's nature for yo^^.

Now,i will just wait for the world to teach me how to be more firm,strong-willed determination..i'm just a normal human afterall..you can't expect me to do so much for you. I didn't mind at all to wait for you 1hour+ becos i didn't want you to walk alone,all you can do at least is to hug me or something rather than to pull a long face or i didn't understand you at all. If you wanna talk to me then talk,don't bother waiting for me to do likewise.

4 in 1 combo

2010-05-02T04:34:00.000-07:00

Maybe I was wrong or maybe we both are right cos' we have different conceptions towards a rather deep but empty word known as "love". Sorry for being the selfish one and like I've said that becos' we have different views and thats why we are mad at each other . . but this time I would probably ..nevermind,i'm sorry.

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Am I a fearful person,to the extend that you all don't even dare to speak right into my face but gossip behind me? No wonder you treated me as if you didn't know me and I didn't want to be so pathetic to ask you WHY. In this world,there's no one that is needed so badly till the another one will die without. I respected you cos' you're older and more accomplished than me but what did i get? I don't care if our relationship drift away or what so ever. If you have something to say to me after you read this post and hopefully you understand it,quit your bitching behind my back and spit them to my face and I will accept your bitching like a man.

I didn't want to move to a hostel becos' I love my home,friends and my mother. I won't go because of a secondary 1 rubbish in my house. I know alot of secrets about you but i didn't spill a single bean about them becos' I dowan my mother to get worried about you. I didn't even give so much problems to them when I was secondary 1. What kind of rubbish are you,you be home everyday after 4pm and your school ends at 1.50pm. You said that you had remedial so now our students are so hardworking that they stay back at school till 4pm for "remedials" every single day? Thats bullshit or lies I would say. You eat mac breakfast and tell us that " I need to go school earlier cos of blah blah ". I don't even want to imagine how you get the money to eat that,i'm 17,18 this year I'm not so stupid to not understand how you get those money.

I don't care if you show me that shit attitude of yours becos you're still a stupid kid who acts as if you've seen all of the world and today you blurted out all those rubbish you gossiped behind me. Brother? My frog is even better than you,it's more loyal,doesn't give me much trouble,"1 dollar per week" and some love from me.

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It's just a BBQ. Don't avoid,it will only make things more awkward.

Maids and guards !

2010-02-21T09:13:00.000-08:00

BOSS:
Sebastian!

HIS 7 LOVELY MAIDS! :
Moony - kanghui(as round as the moon!)
BigEarPiggy - Min Hui(maria also can wahaha)
Minny - Limin(cute right)
Pea-y - Steph(cuter righttttt)
Piggy - Huei Yin (why treat me like this)
Wenny - Yan Wen ( sounds like wendy )

and the boys are my royal guards ! wahahaha
they will protect me !大內密探零零狗 watch this show then you know what am i talking about!

HIS 6 ROYAL GUARDS!
Mushroom - MingShu(his hairrr)shoot spores
Royal Rapper - Jordan (CL FROM 2NE1!!!!)i-rap-till-you-die
Bio Defender - Jason(wakakakaka i like this nick,sounds so cooool) STINK BOMB
Farter - YaoFeng (puttttttt) the-name-shows-it-all
Cyclops - JiaLiang(the legendary James!) bangbang
Money man - YongQian ( HUAT AH!) throw money till you die LOL

ok thats just for gags~

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i will post about my heroine next time...i still can't find my inspiration to write about her...it's a rare chance to get her to be a friend is all i can say for now:/ so then,till the next time~goodbye:]

GAMES UPDATE

2010-02-17T05:47:00.001-08:00

1st tug o war
2nd conquest
3rd frisbee
4th volleyball
5th carry and fill
6th soccer
7th water balloon

this will be the games for 19 feb.

tug of war - 2 teams tugging in the water

conquest - 2 teams built castle and hide their flag(probably a water bottle ) inside it and the other team must try to get it from each other.

frisbee - you all know what it is

volleyball - hot babes on the beach yo know what it is?:)

carry and fill - 2 teams must fill up a bottle 30m away from the beach using their barehands.

soccer - boys will definitely own the girls here:>

water ballon - THROW AT EACH OTHER.

I hope that you guys wont give remarks such as "eh lame leh" etc. The forwarding msg part for me is already a very difficult part,i need to reply to 13 people at once and my phone is not THAT good so it will lag when smses start to pile up and worst is some dont even reply. I dont even know if it's you're coming to make your payment anot . So please dont be a wetblanket and participate in all games,they are not meant to insult/humiliate anyone. I chose this game to focus on our teamwork etc and they are famed in every country :D ! SO ENJOY SEBASTIAN'S EFFORT wakakaka.

Text me or msn me for any questions TYVM!

UPDATES ON 19FEB

2010-02-15T02:44:00.000-08:00

UPDATES

above are the prices of the orders i made.

total : $324.49

each : 324.49 divided by 12 = 27.040833333
each : $28

i will sms everyone when the site request me to pay them up.

thanks

BBQ 19 FEB

2010-02-11T09:11:00.000-08:00

1	Raw Chicken Satay (Raw Satay)	4	4 Raw Chicken Satay
2	Satay Sauce (Raw Satay)	4	4 Satay Sauce
3	Buffalo BBQ Original (Raw BuffaloWing)	4	4 Buffalo BBQ Original
4	Hotdog (Raw Kids Favorite)	4	4 Hotdog
5	Crab Stick (Raw Kids Favorite)	4	4 Crab Stick
6	Butter Sweet Corn in Foil (Raw Vegetables)	2	2 Butter Sweet Corn in Foil
7	Jap Sweet Potato in Foil (Raw Vegetables)	1	1 Jap Sweet Potato in Foil
8	Garlic Bread Toasts 10x (Raw Kids Favorite)	4	4 Garlic Bread Toasts 10x
9	Marshmellow (200g) (Raw Kids Favorite)	1	1 Marshmellow (200g)

No.	Cooked Food/ Desserts	Max Packs Allowed	Other Options

10	15xCooked Prem Otah (Cooked Otah)	3	3 15xCooked Prem Otah
11	BBQ Noodles (Cooked Food (10 Serves))	4	4 BBQ Noodles
12	Fried Fish Ball (Cooked Finger Food)	2	2 Fried Fish Ball
13	Longan Honey Sea Coconut (Salad & Dessert)	2	2 Longan Honey Sea Coconut

No.	Accessories & Drinks	Max Packs Allowed	Other Options

14	Forks (16cm, 45-50pcs) (Accessories & Charcoal)	2	2 Forks (16cm, 45-50pcs)
15	Spoons (16cm, 45-50pcs) (Accessories & Charcoal)	1	1 Spoons (16cm, 45-50pcs)
16	Plate (18cm, 50pcs) (Accessories & Charcoal)	2	2 Plate (18cm, 50pcs)
17	Serviettes (50pcs) (Accessories & Charcoal)	2	2 Serviettes (50pcs)
18	Cups (7oz, 50pcs) (Accessories & Charcoal)	1	1 Cups (7oz, 50pcs)
19	Large Tongs (38cm) (Accessories & Charcoal)	4	4 Large Tongs (38cm)
20	Charcoal (3kg) (Accessories & Charcoal)	3	3 Charcoal (3kg)
21	Fire starters (1 box 48pcs) (Accessories & Charcoal)	1	1 Fire starters (1 box 48pcs)
22	Wiremesh (45cm x 60cm) (Accessories & Charcoal)	2	2 Wiremesh (45cm x 60cm)
23	Foam Box (47.5x 35x35cm) (Accessories & Charcoal)	2	2 Foam Box (47.5x 35x35cm)
24	Packet (Chry) (Drinks (24x))	2	2 Packet (Chry)

NET TOTAL : 304.81

each person 304.81 divided by 12 = 25.400833333 means 26/person.

me,yongqian,jordan,jason,yaofeng,hueiyin,kanghui,limin,steph,yanwen,heidi,minhui is the ULTIMATE 12 :D

please tag me for any enquires.

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2010-02-05T08:42:00.000-08:00

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i went online after work at around 00.35 am and then this msn added me~

ahahahahahhahahahah i felt so dumb being tricked by that bot a few seconds ago LOL really really dumb ok!!!that can you strip for me is actually a joke~only for friends who know what that really meant LOL RIGHT JORDAN JASON MINGSHU AND ESPECIALLY YAOFENG!

new hairdo !

2010-02-04T10:42:00.001-08:00

when it BOOMZ

oh so cheeky

i like this one alot~oh gosh my ears are really small

this is my super-daring new hairdo!

dont ask me why,it was a very rash decision. I just went to my hair dresser and show him the picture and then ta da~pictures made the story cut short:) how isit!!not as bad as i thought eh,MY FRIENDS DIDN'T LAUGH AT ME!!!!!!!!!! Not really much bad remarks about it only "look like gangster" oh well...to look or not look like a gangster depends on our actions i guess...now i can just only hope that the side will grow longer and slip down like GD's~

BIGSHOW 2010 ,COME TO ME!!!

2010-02-04T10:39:00.000-08:00

i want gdragon's shine-a-light album/dvd,bigshow 2010 album/dvd so friggin' badly.YOU KNOW,SO BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After i watch their concert on UTUBE,i regretted so much for not going,it is definitely more worthy than 77k WON.

Oh gosh,i will really try my very very very very best to lay my hands on at least bigshow 2010!!first priority will be BIGSHOW 2010!!!!!!!!

SHARINGAN!!

2010-01-30T09:03:00.001-08:00

final laugh " baboo simi sek"!!!

MY SHARINGAN FINALLY ARRIVE!!

ta taa~

heheee

Kakashi:)

it's partying although its the most tiring one

2010-01-19T06:01:00.000-08:00

I can prove why females are pure wicked evil!

Time log

19 Jan,
During work,Limin pinch Sebastian like crazy!Super pain ok and i was her mentor, i taught her everything she needed to know and she attack me!!!evil~~~~~~big head!:X

alot more of bullying-s by them....!

After work,all bomb me with words,all the way till we board the bus.

In the bus,Limin talk alottttttttttttttt "big nose" whaaat "if you sneeze 1 time got lightning,twice got storm,trice got tornado and the fourth time will got tsunami" PURE BULLYING!im her mentor ok!She disturb me till can laugh with tears(go imagine how much laughter there was)still say " ppl couple tee,cup you and KH couple nose" -.-" but very funny lah so i keep quiet,i even laugh~

SUDDENLY,huei yin point and say " wa this one you stay one" all reponded with a "?" face.She say "there lor bangala stay one sebastian stay with them one ma." wtf LOL NO LINK self-pwn.

Minhui was actually with them,disturbing me non-stop.

Finally,the mighty Sebastian couldn't tolerate anymore..he stood up and tried to knock their heads BUT minhui say "TOUCH ME AND I WONT GO ON 21ST......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" see her so innocent but she's actually capable of threatening!!

They continue to disturb Sebastian..

Sebastian suddenly say " i dont feel like going to work already,i want go play ps3 with mingshu tomorrow.." MinHui stood up again and said " YOU DONT GO TO WORK I WONT GO ON 21ST!!!" Sebastian "..............." she say another time " IF TMR I DONT SEE YOU I WONT GO ON 21ST!!" limin,hy and steph laugh and laugh and laughhhhhhh but Sebastian....aahhaha

AND WHY BOYS ARE GREAT.

Mingshu came to visit me at my workplace today!!!ANG MO KIO !!It's like 45mins of bus ride ok!+ he cute cute one he dunno stop at which bus stop and "tour" around AMK industrial park area for like 1 hour +!

TO THE GIRLS!

Be happy for the time being cos the mighty Sebastian will think of ways to counter attack all of you all!!!Bwauahahahah till then.....

OUR WORK TEAM :

At first me and steph is team 2 : boy & girl ! LOL! the name our super funny/lame boss gave us
Team 1 : AhHai team,the name i give one , small hai - minhui. big hai - hui yin!
Now after bighead join my forces and YW join theirs...i shall think of another godly name for them!

i should have controlled

2009-12-30T09:47:00.000-08:00

Indeed,i'm a loser,a bitter loser.Hilarious aint it,laugh all you want for those who hated me and cos of the habit of depending too much on people and when i lose the dependence,i start to vent my anger on items,on nature.I made my fist bled,i threw my handphone on the ground till everything came out.I looked into the mirror,persistent rage,pride,ego and anger became tears in my eyes.Looking at how pathetic i am,im out of my house;to the park.I saw a malay teen staring at me,without second thoughts,i beat him up.Funny thing was,he didn't even fight back instead,he ran away."Why did he even tried to act big."This was my first thought and next was " why the fark did i even beat him up?" My temper is far from being tamed.Maybe the police will come knocking on my door later but who knows?Since my blood stained on his shirt,it's not difficult to find me.

I finally burst out after destroying my hands,my phone(luckily it didnt die on me),another human being and i nearly shaved my own hair and destroy my computer.I might cancel off my phone line and my internet line,although my mom will object but i dont really care.Why do i need something essential?I rely on my computer too much that when my GC die on me,i desperately needed help.I rely too much on my family and they thought that i was actually disturbed by them and everyone start to talk behind my back;even my parents.I asked my brother to do something simple for me,to dial an important phone call,instead of doing so he shunned me and went to bed.I shouted too much till my throat got ulcer,small amount of blood came out from it but it doesnt matter,it will cure in no time so till then i will just shut up.

I dont think that im a bad man but would a good man get this?She did all this just to show me that she dominates over me and now cos of my longing for you;you won.You wanted me to lose,i lost.You wanted me to bleed,i bled.You wanted me to fall,i fell.So that you have the perfect reason to leave a loser.All this happen when i finally settle down and start to accept you and reject others but now this happen.Is it wrong to be soft?Like a retarded person,checking the inbox for your replies when the inbox is empty.When i tell you about my problems,all the reply i get was "oh ok." "So."

I was anxious to know if you're doing well,if you're sleeping well but all the replies i get was 0.It wasn't me who accompany you when you can't sleep instead it was another guy richier than me 10 times.It helped me to be realistic,money is boss.Now that the rage is gone,the lonely feeling and the feeling to depend on others is back.I will fight back,i would rather go on rage than to depend on others again.Because of my longing for you,i got this.

It must be a joke of fate.When i come to accept you,love you,longed for you.You tried to show me that you're more dominate and is capable of doing things to show me that you are dominating.I was unprepared for all this hence the mental break down.I waited by my phone everyday but all you said was " im busy " When i finally hear your voice,i knew that you're tired and need someone to comfort you but the tone and the feeling you gave me,i wasn't the someone to comfort you instead it was a tone of hatred."What." was the first word i heard.I called,wanting to hear your voice again,i wanted to talk face to face,wanting to see you again but all i get was "i'm tired."I went to your workplace,hoping to have lunch with you.When you saw me all you do was *sigh* "Oh it's you." I said "wanna eat together?" "No,im eatting with my friend." i asked again but you show me that reluctant face and repeat the answer.

How can i forget you when you started to surface up to my thoughts and memory.I wished that you can stay here but you always said you cant but you can always stay at someone else house.We were very happy when we see each other in the first time,actually i still like that feeling but why aren't you?Maybe a new love had found you.Even though i dont say it but i loved you and it gets even stronger but the feelings from you to me had already faded,it's too late for my love to start now.Of cos,it maybe my fault.It just didn't turn out of what i had expected.I wanted to cut off my phone line cos of the damn strong-want to text you,to call you but from now,i will fight back the feeling so that you can remain undisturbed by my faceticious nonsense.

did my luck ran dry?

2009-12-30T00:12:00.000-08:00

I cant load my tagbox and i dunno why,i cant even remove it.I might remove it if i cant find a solution to it and i dunno what went wrong.Meanwhile, i cannot reply any tags so if you need me please buzz me in MSN.

Seems to me that everything is slipping away from my possession.I don't even know what went wrong;family,friends and GF.If they aint dead,they will drift away.Another dead,im sorry for kels..it was not your fault that he's gone.You did a great job being a brother maybe it was fated,i wont say anything more about it.

Is it just me or is it that it's reality that my relationship between my family(parents and brother) are very very bad,in fact getting worst.Oh well,if you all want me to be out,i can just leave the house for good.

None has been supportive,is work even important than me?If yes,how puny I am.I didnt sms you for the sake of smsing you,i hadn't been seeing you for a few days and of cos,i'm missing you but you dont seems to even care.The stress from my family is already tiring me out but....i just need someone to talk to,rely on but you don't even care.All you say was "im tired" "fullshift" "break?dont come i eatting with my friend." Maybe she's sick of me after 1 year,nothing fresh anymore.I regretted what i did before i went on her msn accidentally and guess what i saw..i dont even know that you're online while your ex-lovers know?Maybe cos now im so poor and penniless to a state that everything starts to leave?Even my graphic card failed on me,i cant even play low graphic games such as warcraft let alone wolfteam.I didnt went to work cos im lazy,i have no reason not to attend work.GC down = no games = boredom.My brother doesnt even cares about me which means i am actually alone at home plus i wake up everyday at 7:30AM(who needs morning call now?) so i dont actually have a reason not to go to work but i dont even feel like going out.My body is feeling so heavy,not that physical heavy..it felt as if something is weighing down on me which makes me feel like dying,to sleep for eternity.I dont even want to bother my best friend,he has a perfect family and his own group of friends.Kels's down,he is the last person i would even bother,adding more problems for him is suicidal.

Recently,i ponder on a few questions:
Am i actually alone?im at home but i dont feel that im at home,i dont even have someone to talk to.
Is money the boss?when you're rich,everyone sticks around and all negative things are gone but when you're poor,everything starts to fail(even my friggin psp @#$!A$@!)
Whats life?If i fail my Os,i cant really find the reason to live.
Why am i feeling so pathetic?Is it a part of "growing up?" and maybe,im having a mental breakdown.

I wont even go to band concert unless something made me boomz back.

a chain of heart breaking events.

2009-12-17T18:20:00.000-08:00

Qns : Which one come first "Family" or "Friends"?

To this question,most of us will probably choose "Family" cos afterall it's our family who will always be there for us and most of our parents will say "what is friends,friends will abandon you when you're in dipshit." Maybe not most of our parents or maybe it's just only my dad who always say that and of cos,i had always been against of him saying that.

My answer had always been "Family" then "Friends" but on 16 Dec 2009 and from 16 Dec 2009,my answer will be "Friends".I had been thinking..family is always the one who gives me pressure,stress even on my birthday.Like "I failed my exams...how am i going to face my parents,my relative..my family." People seldom think this way as " I failed my exams..how am i going to face my friends." Seldom not never.At least,all of my friends even Jason Chia did wish/bless me on my birthday but sadly,none of my relatives even call me to say something.It's a very sad piece of news,for me but it's ok cos it's just only my birthday.And i had been quarrelling with my mother for afew weeks,a chain of sad and bad news.Even my wolfteam friends called me in a conference to chitchat with me.

The lacking of family love is replaced by friendship love i guess.Although alot of my elders will say "not to trust your friends easily,they might betray you in times of hardship or might run away from you when you need help." Their saying is true but for me,till now i have not experience my trusted friends doing that instead,they always help me when im in trouble or really down and i dunno why Kel always call me when i need someone to talk to,the timing is always right(he must be giggling now).MingShu is always there when i needed help,in trouble or needed cash!Like recently,he never chase me for return and of cos i will return him asap and he gave me a BigBang calendar!!I couldn't find it T_T but he got it for me!Much appreciated:D.KH also bought me a good headset and with that!Music will be BOOMZ and i can hear everything in wolfteam;] and of cos thank you everyone for their blessing and gifts!

I had been missing work quite often this week.Today,18 Dec i didn't went to work again.I left home at 9 35 and reached the bus stop at 9 45 am but after like 1/2 an hour the bus still didn't come and i must report to work at 10AM so it's 10.10AM already,i decided not to go to work..again.Maybe i will get scolded tomorrow:/ and of cos i must aplogise to MS cos i had been leaving him alone in workplace due to my "sickness",training and today,my no sense of urgency.I wont blame the buses it's my fault that i woke up abit later than usual.Like what Mr Hafiz said " If you wake up earlier,you will never be late so stop blaming the bus for coming late." soooo,im sorry to my best friend and i will try my very best to wake up on time next time:( Hope he reads this and not get angry with me~

you will always be my best friend no matter what happens and i will never forsake you.thanks for everything you did for me and i will thank God for giving me such a awesome friend at a young age.i am grateful for what you did for me,it's such a blessing to have a friend like you.although we dont know each other in secondary 1 but our friendship blossomed into a fruitful one so i guess....it's really my pleasure to meet/know you.

froggggggg

2009-11-21T08:15:00.000-08:00

belly of Gamakichi!!

My new tank,their new home.(light,barrel,plants and rocks!)

hahahah look at my clumsy Gamariki,she was aiming quite long at that poor cricket and when she decided to attack,she missed.

The cricket was messing around on Gamakichi's body and he got fed-up and gave him a power kick!!!kyahhh

look at naughty Gamariki..biting the cricket and then releasing it after breaking it's wings and hind legs-.-you can see a piece of detached part of the cricket's legs while it was swimming away.BAD FROGGIE!

Useless hackers

2009-11-21T08:07:00.000-08:00

updated!i will be major soon

effects of all my cash

tada~spending quite a sum of money on this full avatar.

rawrr dragon tattoo

I really don't understand why players hack,i used wallhacks in WolfTeam and i got bored after sometime.Yes,you maybe godly,unbeatable with hacks but what if the hack is patched,how are you going to fight against players with skills?Like now,those so call "pros" who used to be super pro during the wallhack season but after the hack had been patched,the score from 59/23 drop to 3/9,giving excuses like "LAG","My computer sucks,it always hang".Seriously,wallhackers are retarded players who rely on hacks but it's ok,without the hackers,my score is turning to some sexy score:D bwhahaha!

new home

2009-11-13T23:45:00.000-08:00

I will get a log and some plants for them soon~hope they would get used to their new environment and last long!

Gama fan

2009-11-12T23:31:00.000-08:00

suggestions for names anybody?

green paddy frogs~still nameless

GAMAKICHI!

I was so right to put my hand there~after this picture was taken

The belly of Gamakichi!!the pattern nice right~i will try to upload clearer pictures.

Pictures taken when they are having their morning bath.

I LOVE MY GAMAS(frogs in jap)

2009-11-12T09:45:00.000-08:00

this is disgusting,only my bro dare to touch them!(full of crickets)

Ask him to eat he go play with the crickets-.-

Gamariki~

my Gamakichi with cricket in his mouth,cute?:P

her food disturb her:/

GAMARIKI(her name)!!shes pregnant,i will have more fire bellied frog soon:X

GAMAKICHI(his name)!!!fire bellied frog~i will upload its beautiful belly soon,if he allow!

froglets of green paddy frog,GAMATATSU!I have 2 adult green paddy!I shall upload it soon:D

SQ is such a great man....not only he catches these frogs for me,he even deliver them to my house!1 adult green paddy frog,1 juvenile paddy frog,1 paddy froglet,1 male(and super super active fire bellied frog),1 pregnant fire bellied frog(she doesn't wants to eat anything and she seldom move.I hope if anyone can help if you read this)!!Green paddy frogs are known to be extremely wary about their environment which makes them extremely difficult to catch in the wild and i had just experienced what it means....i was washing their containers when two of the paddy frogs jump out(it freaked me out) from the toilet to the kitchen.Freaky eh but i love them alot so i had to catch them back to prevent them from being injured(later go inside oven can eat frog leg^.^Jk).I have yet to give my paddy frogs names,i only gave the tadpole name becos he's the youngest so i called him Gamatatsu!Cuteee right~FYI : Gama is frog in japan.I will upload more pictures and videos,i pray hard that they will last long.Please give suggestions for the names:D!I regretted throwing away two of my 4 feet tank...what a waste.

I wanted white tree frog badly but i heard that SG doesn't import them anymore*sigh* what great timing~anyway,i will try to buy 2 of them if anyone got information about them,please tell me!Thanks:)!

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Supposed to meet my dear cousins at TeoHeng KTV at 4pm but i arrived at around 6 LOL!I didn't sing since i wasn't paying,they treat me~i dont like to owe people things especially money,even if i do,i will return not later than 24 hours.I notice that my cousins especially Elvin sings really well,he's able to sing without analog and he sings with his own tune!Really impressed me alot,you guys will understand what it meant when you hear him sing:P and when they start to sing together with funny lyrics,the whole song will become even funnier(is there such word?) hahahaha nostalgic uh~the memories when we had fun since we were younger.

I will go KTV with my mates on monday bwhahah all the mints will come,minminmin ok that's lame~till then...

happy birthday to Heidi~!belated

2009-11-11T07:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

they kick away the birthday girl

surprise in progress. . . .

first video)attacking Heidi's house!(surprise for her) (second video)look at how cheerful they are

Li Min,Huei Yin and Min Hui did alot for Heidi,they went to Jurong mall just to make a cake for her!Although all they did was just to design it but it was a big effort made...from Tampines to Jurong is FAR plus they just finished their exam.

Actually,i wanted to cam down the part where Heidi got surprised by their attack but Min Hui attacked the cameraman(me)-.-" when i walk towards the corridor by ABIT she pull my back then say " dont lah later she see not fun liao " then i came back but tried to sneak back to video cam it but she caught me again-.- you can see from the video,she kept on pulling my hand to prevent me from making their surprise unsuccessful:/ Soooo we missed her expression hahaha but she was very very happy,oh well~who wont be touched by such actions!

As long you're true to a friend,there is no way that the bond will be destroyed.

reporterNrapist

2009-11-06T12:33:00.000-08:00

LOOK at this!!very very funny aint it!When i saw this at my forums,i really laugh and laugh really loudly!It was not edited,i think it was a report in PH cos abc7 is a PH news(im not sure) anyway this is really useful for a good laugh ^^

BODY

2009-11-06T12:16:00.000-08:00

I don't really understand why Jennifer's body was rated so badly...even with negative comments such as "it's not really a good movie,it's just that there is Megan Fox showing lots of her body." *sigh* i think it's a not-that-bad movie,it's story plot is quite interesting(i love Megan Fox) but she's quite bitchy in that movie even before she was being possessed by the demon only got even bitch-ier when she got possessed.Steph was like " She's soooo hawtttttt " all the way about Megan Fox~and i really don't understand why Singapore have to cut scenes...it totally ruins the movie especially if it's very obvious that it had been CUT...*sigh*

After that,we decided to escort Steph back home.It was understandable that we must do that,the way to her house is too " ulu " parks etc~ we started joking about the movie's title like,Kang Tet's body this sure make me laugh like a crazy boy and of cos,my hair gotta suffer alot...Li Min kept on pulling it from the side and back it hurts like hell man...I like Steph's house(and MingShu's house)alot.Theirs are spacious and neat unlike mine,im too lazy to pack my house-.- but i will do it when im not tired but sadly,i'm always tired.

I shall go to MingShu's house ASAP to play FAT PRINCESS!i really really want to feed her with lots of food and if i got extra $$ i will buy that game for him(so that i can play:x) till then,don't miss me :x

As if i will " I shall do what you did to me ".

2009-11-03T12:03:00.000-08:00

At least I won't go around gossiping or being a 2-face bastard or which is known as hypocrite.Oh don't worry,I will never do the same thing as you did cos it's just some hideous actions of cowardly humans.I will never do this e.g "hi person A,you are so handsome today." and then i went to person B and say "omg,person A is the ugliest person I have ever met." AND then i went to person A and say " hey~person B said that you are the ugliest person he had ever met." and when everything got expose "I" will say " HUH?!?! what happened?!?!? I say-say only." ( with that act innocent face) So,don't worry that i will say " I shall do what you did to me ".

Peach girl(taiwan version) was taken from a manga/anime (manga came out first).Guess the year i finished that manga?I was in secondary 3 when i finished it LOL and now everyones go gaga about it saying " ITS MY FAVOURITE SHOW NOW,I HAD BEEN A FAN SINCE LONGLONG TIME AG ".FYI : ピーチガール; 蜜桃女孩; Brzoskwinia (Polish); Peach Girl - Change of Heart released at year 1997:)

cosplay @ WT !

2009-10-24T12:04:00.000-07:00

my pumpkin ate him!

i killed both of them bwahhaha!

Captain Grace is down with dazzling stars-.-"

MONSTER PUMPKIN EXHALED ACIDIC RED SMOKE*!

RUNNN before the monster pumpkin devours you

LKH act cute

part 2

guardian feat monster pumkin part 1

Wolfteam just added a whole lots of update recently,i mean ALOT of updates.Lots of new modes,gun sets and a load of cute effects and they are really cute.When i play the all-snipe mode,i saw so many pumpkin head pop up=.=time for SS~

2 days late

2009-10-18T10:34:00.000-07:00

MY HOLLOW LEEMINGSHU!

i dunno what was she doing

StephXmegan!(limin was beside whinning that i dunno how to take pictures)

you dodged the first shot but not the second one!

she was actually avoiding the camera~

gotcha~

success!

executing the Buddha palm!

This post was actually very late!It was meant to be posted on 16/10/09~

Stuck at Seoul Garden for more than 3 hours(first time for me)!Alot of funny stuff happen and good news : nothing bad happened!Then they shopped at some earring shop for 1 hour +++ until Steph came up with her burger and her eyes are so cute with blue contact lens!hahahah

I saw a girl at the arcade playing table hockey and she was so familiar...i think that she appeared in my dreams before.. i dunno lol perhaps i saw her before..or maybe i talked to her before but she was really really familiar and i felt as if i met her before..

3.5 star for Pandorum!I think we have to wait for part 2 or more before the interesting part come afterall the director of that show was the director of Resident Evil~I wanna watch Jennifer's body and ZombieLand!!Jennifer's body is R21 pfft and ZombieLand would be out on 5th Dec.I think we will watch Jennifer's body at Steph house(i am only 17~NOO 16~my birthday is in Dec)

i will be waiting!

Pudding is my best friend!PUDDING you know

2009-10-10T12:43:00.000-07:00

Make me laugh~~how loathsome!Its so intriguing that how some humans try to hide from their acts and by putting in more addition stuff,they thought that they can fool the whole world(as if they can pull it off).They put on a false pretense and act as if nothing had actually happened but when someone else throws them the question,they make a strong denial.Who knows that the word EXPOSE will come into that part.Oh...don't forget,i have 3 times more informants than you do.So,don't try to cover those unsightly deeds.

Another type of humans are even more loathsome and disgusting.Lets see...they don't even bother to find out the situation and yet they throw sarcastic insults and then when they found out that the situation was the one which suits them,they start to regret and beg for forgiveness but repeat the same old mistake again.Even worst,haul harsh/threatening insults on a friend but deny it and then even throw in more lies to protect themself by sacrificing others.

Technology is way too advanced.You can never run or hide from it.Once you say stuff with the power of technology,it will be recorded.Don't deny what you had done,once it's exposed,it will look very very ugly.

I am not someone who ditches friendship easily and when i do that,it means only one thing.That person had gone beyond the lines a number of times.The thing which gave me the guts to do that are those accumulated anger building up inside.Not hate,becos i will never hate someone again..it's the most tiring thing humans can do.

Ask my best friend,countless of times he guide me through those torments which so-called friends gave me and countless of times i discard his advices and go my way but now i will definitely wake up and do what i have to do.Whenever i look back at what those "friends" did,i felt even more stupid.Everytime he ask me to heed his advice,all i say was "How to "not friend" them ah,so hard!Afterall its at least 4 years of friendship." but now my reply to him will be "I'm with you,boss."

A decision so hard to make but i will never regret it.Mistakes i made but i will swear not to repeat them.Loyalty is the word,judgement will be the eyes.Not words being "copy and paste" but words which come from a heart,just being freed from torments(but still suffering from exams torments).

I will have old friends coming back,this time my eyes are clearer than before.

read before you mock

2009-09-21T09:06:00.000-07:00

Summoning Technique

The Summoning Technique (口寄せの術, Kuchiyose no Jutsu^?) allows a ninja to summon a creature to their side during battle. The creature can then use its own unique abilities or weapons however it sees fit. Before a summon can be performed, a ninja must first sign a contract with the creature in their own blood. After that they need only press their hand to the ground, offer an additional donation of blood, and provide an appropriate amount of chakra to bring the creature to their location.^[56] The Summoning Technique has been used by a number of different characters during the series, each of whom summons a different type of creature. The toads summoned by series protagonist Naruto Uzumaki and the snakes summoned by recurring antagonist Orochimaru are the most commonly seen types of summons. During Part II, creatures are shown to be capable of summoning their own kind or even the summoner themselves, allowing them to move around the Naruto world much faster.^{[57]

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jutsu_(Naruto)

Idiots like Jason and Jordan read this before you start mocking at the contract thing.When i said that ninjas need a contract with summoned creatures before they can summon you idiots mocked at it that i was wasting my time watching anime and whateva crap which i dont even bother to remember.Read before you mock at the others,if the only thing you can do is to mock,i have nothing to say.}

i got the imba skill;]

2009-09-20T06:07:00.000-07:00

I found out that i had really some ownage screenshots of my main account in WolfTeam~i think the only sad thing about my perfect character is its KDR but its ok:] only afew knows the reason/history to it but im a pro ok!so mock at my kdr all you want as i don't care~i love the percentage of my headshot,my pride and my rank~Captain Grace!

sebastian vs fishes ( seb got pwned)

2009-09-19T11:30:00.000-07:00

YOSH!look at that video!Its a paku fish,i dunno if its the correct spelling but i know it's pronounced as paku~it's a cousin of piranha but it will not attack humans.It's strenght is unbelievable-.-i think that i'm quite strong(i said I THINK) but my strength couldn't beat it...the paku i caught is a male one,bigger one.It nearly pull me down into the pond,too fierce already~~my right hand and right leg was totally out of strength and i was trembling badly,the more i pull back the more it resist.My cousin said that it will get tired soon but i think that it was getting even more aggressive as i tried to reel it.I wanna take a pic with it ok!so big~~after around 8 minutes i quickly pass the rod to my cousin friend,Jason.He was alot more stronger than me but he tried the "thumbs" technique(you put your thumb on the reeling to stop it from going further) BUT the reel snapped..........argh there go my big and fat fish and my picture.I asked my brother to take a video but that idiot~ tell me he never take my phone.....so sad..

OK till next time...probably going to fish some prawns on Monday:) (do not underestimate fishes..its a battle of endurance not strength)

Sorry Max!

2009-09-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

Sigh,hadn't been updating my blog!!!

Recently,i think i had neglected my tortoise really badly that's why it's sick now....puffy eyes,it doesn't want to move around and don't even eat!!It's the male one who is sick,the female one is getting fatter and fatter-.-maybe i can push the blame to it by saying that it had been eatting all the food and not giving any to the male one!!

Anyway,i had already separate both of them awhile,just incase what i say might me true~i had already bought the eye cleaner for tortoises,eh it cost $12 ok!!my medicine also cheaper than his small lil' bottle!i think i will try feeding it with cuttlefish(it is rich in calcium)if that doesn't work,i will buy the calcium pills for it,$20+ ok!!I will be extremely guilty if it is blind for life...it hurts me alot to see it's current status too.I had spend another $2 on live fishes~~to feed it...cruel~but they say that tortoise need to feed on meat sometimes i think the last time i fed them shrimps was two years ago?lol i stopped becos' i saw the head of the shrimp piercing them!!

Anyway,i will upload a small video on how i feed the life fishes!since the male one doesn't want to eat,i mess around with my female one!!it's her first time eatting live fishes so i decided to spoon feed her!!scary ok !

What should i do?

2009-06-29T09:06:00.000-07:00

I'm depressed......the good thing is,you did not forget me when you're troubled but i can see,you wouldn't tell me anything more...i won't look for him,cos' he's the same as me but only i can control it but i envy him...for some reason,i won't post it here but at the same time,i hate you,hate you for being selfish,for being inconsiderate,for being weak and hates you for being able to create such an impact on a heart but it's out of pity..not love and to you,it's my duty to pamper you.I didn't know how to reply...i'm so afraid...afraid of the unknown.

To hide your feelings
Is the most painful thing
Pretending to be tough
Is even painful
To lose you
Is a painless ending.

How would i get the mood to go to school...to pretend to be happy and cheerful so that my friends won't get dragged down with my depressed mood,even harder but worthy,i guess?

new records!!

2009-06-24T11:47:00.000-07:00

WAAOOO its 2.45am MingShu and me got nothing to do~
so MS " want play l4d survival mode? "
ME " anything,Jordan sleeping leh,ask Jason? "
MS " anything "
ME " Jenny,want play l4d or not "
Jason " i on lappy "
~hosting~
ta-da new record:D damn....2 person 7.55minutes!!!nearly GOLD ok!
wait tomorrow,sure ask Jason and Jordan play!!
We four together,sure more than GOLD!! bwhahaha!
Kwon Leader > ME!
Murus Hierago > MingShu!
without our 2 other "body parts" it was uber difficult:/

heart-broken

2009-06-23T00:31:00.000-07:00

It's just been to hard on me...i see,i look and i got even more beaten down in the end.I can't stop myself from saving or looking,it's just a sin not to do that on such beauty.What should i do?Sometimes,how i wish that i could remove all emotions and feelings.They are such a burden.

I've found out that,even how close you're with a friend,you will never win his/her partner.No matter how much you share with your best friend,he/she will definitely have secrets that wouldn't tell you but tell his/her partner.Oh well...i'm not angry or furious,cos' i think that maybe i was just...inconsiderate or maybe,i gotta respect his/her decision..that's why:/ but why i tell you every secret i know,i've done..but why wouldn't you.There's one who said " you tell everyone what " i reply with only one sentence who made him/her shut up and think twice.The sentence was " what leaked out..before?" i would dare to say "NOTHING WAS LEAKED". Some just tried to change the topic...nevermind..blame it on my stupidity.

Anyway,me and Jordan did some funny stuff on the beach and were ROFL-ing on the beach and those who got it,don't get mad;x just for fun~

Why do you choose this road?

2009-06-07T06:56:00.000-07:00

i don't understand..i trust you so much,i told you so many secrets and you told me yours too..and i thought that you're really going to be trustworthy..but who knows,on 5th June;i found out everything.The reason is : you really trust the wrong person,and the victim is me.When i found out everything..the only thing i'm wondering was " why are you so stupid." Now,i'm wondering " Why am i so stupid."

It's so sickening,i had never doubted my sense of judgement and i rather think that it's quite good but now,it just shows that my sense of judgement sucks.Now,theres only two person who i really trust.I've told you too much,and i always thought that you had told me EVERYTHING but i've found out that you know EVERYTHING but only told me 0.01% of that everything,how gullible and foolish am i and when i asked you about it..you have the conscience to say " i don't know" and even asked me back the same question..4 years of friendship can't beat less than a year of girl/boy relationship and please,you guys are not even a pair but you betrayed me for her...and seriously,if not i remembered Hime words " love thy enemy" and "be forgiving" i would had just confronted you,give you a f-ing punch and just quit talking to you.I guess...i just got screwed.Utterly disappointed.

Enough of those craps up there,i just need something for me to vent;poor blog:( hahah thanks to MingShu and KangHui for they 2 dollars-. - i finally bought my contact lens..not the one i want tho but it's okay,i can give other colors a shot.i wanted light blue but i got dark blue....:( nevermind lah~~just treat as if i am tryin other colors(self-console)!

it's all about skin

2009-06-04T08:03:00.000-07:00

Alrite' new blogskin(again).Got nothing to do~went on browsing and browsing and i saw this! T.O.P look so cool here!I dunno who's that girl but it's ok cos' there's T.O.P!

Noticed the new guy in the new episode of bleach(222)?That faccion,Ggio Vega.I think he's quite handsome,especially the eyes.How i wish he was a shinigami/espada instead of a faccion and his ressurrection,so cool!His eyes are still so attractive,his weapons grew on his knuckles(wolverine-.-)ooh and the marks on his face~cute!I shall upload some snapshot from that video!

101% Hottness alert!!

2009-06-03T09:12:00.000-07:00

Buy/Not buyin',choose it > too unleash the temper/or to tame it.
It's a choice,the temper is not mine to be tamed but it's yours if you can handle it.
Whateva the ending is,don't blame anybody.
You chose it.
"Cho to janaga"
Is what i have to say.

GOSH!!I had been listening to BigBang's songs(too nice already!) In terms of the music or lyrics,they are both awesome!!Especially "Lies","Wonderful","My heaven","HaruHaru" and of cos' theres alot more!!G-dragon's so handsome in the MV "my heaven"..really handsome and hawtt!! and he looks like a girl too~and i <3 his hairdo!I will show you some pictures which are the hottest for me and please don't fall in love with him.

i love it when you laugh/smile

2009-05-26T07:51:00.000-07:00

Today's the greatest things happened!The only spoiler is that,Jordan decided to miss school today,if he had came,it would be a perfect day.

I told her that i would make the cute action by D-lite(i did,but she didn't saw it..)Damn awkward lah but i really laughed really hard before doing it cos' that action is so cute and the expression is like :O still blinkblink~! I saw her laughing and i found out that we are laughing about the same thing!hahahah well if someone thinks that its not funny,that person is really someone without the sense of humour._. Actually,i wanted to do it infront of her after school...but Miss Shieh pulled me back and ask me some questions or probably interrogating us?(totally a mood spoiler)but it's okay,cos' my mood is really good,i mean really really good cos' of the ^ incident.

Next thing was,wow today's mother tongue paper 2 was very very easy but the paper 1 was quite boring cos...nothing much to write about:/ but man,how Ming Shu get so high for chinese..:/

Anyway,i will still try to do the action!!!!

Last night,she told me that i would get an exclusive picture of her!!EXCLUSIVE!!!!!I got an adrenaline rush and couldn't sleep,oh gosh~!i am still friggin' excited now!!

BOTAK on screen!

2009-05-25T04:08:00.000-07:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha,LOOK AT MY HANDSOME COUSIN(i don't want him to be angry^^) took shots of him sleeping!!!BOTAK!!!Next time don't open your mouth so big later fly go inside also dunno:X!

Ikesei bro!

2009-05-23T11:17:00.000-07:00

Jordan!!Never give up!!Never back down!!Never look down on yourself(i know you never did-.-)!!!You have fail BUT it's not the end!She too wrote in her blog,as long as he/she is not married!!Plus you have lots of good points too(lots of bad points also lah LOL) ! I list want:x? Don't ever give up...it's your life,if you have decided that your partner would be her;go for it and don't ever look back!We will be all behind your back,supporting you when you fall,when any of us fall and you know who's the WE!!! So go for it!!!Definitely can one!

Next post will be very interesting...you will get to see my cousin,Eiran!

damn rules for starters!

2009-05-08T11:26:00.000-07:00

TOP TIPS FOR GAMERS(FPS GAMES):

1)Use your friggin' brain to play games!
2)Differentiate real life and virtual,don't ever mix them up!
3)Don't ever vent anger on your friends,especially real life friends.If you lose,just try to improve;don't even think of venting it on your friends.Its not worth it to lose a friend no matter close or not due to some sorta game,everyone has feelings,we are not robots.:)
4)Don't be a sore-loser.
5)Apologize if you're a noob,it helps alot and maybe the pros will help you to improve.
6)Accept what ever guidance people give,may it be useful or useless.You will never know when it will come handy.
7)If people try to teach you,don't think that they are trying to humilate you.
8)In online games,especially FPS games.There are lots of mean player(sometimes I'm one>]) if you face them,either you tolerate them or you flare up on them but either choice you need to be stronger than them.If you have the qualifications to brag,by all means go ahead.
9)Don't give out personal informations(I had just learnt a lesson-.-)
10)Read everything again especially rule 3 and 4!!

Learn all these well and stop pissing other players off!!!!

X2

2009-05-05T02:41:00.000-07:00

I got a new blog skin!Hmm I think the quality is good and the mixing of color is awesome!

By the way..I can't find where's the place which I can type in my DOB,Name etc...perhaps someone wanna help me?I need volunteers!:]

Dual short posts,dual bad days,X2 bad mood

Woot,I had been PRAISED!!!!My GF called me a "light bulb"!!!电灯炮 !!First nick!

ときに私はあなたにたくさんの愛

2009-05-05T00:55:00.000-07:00

当我很爱你时,你就离开我.

Nevermind!Fug chinese !!Guess how I search those?Well...I don't have "Han Shen" a programme to type chinese letters.I shall continue in English..:/

Nevermind,that statement should be enough to express the thoughts.

Hopeless hope but still hoping for

2009-04-29T06:43:00.000-07:00

I know it's hopeless,it's like some kind of magic that made me so attracted to you.Yes I should be contented with what I had but...fugged.

I envy MS...he got the guts,I just cannot find it or perhaps I'm born with a weakness with girls.I hate this,I should had let everything fall then to grab on but there's one last thing which I cannot let it fall...and if I can buy her sanity and happiness,I will buy everything..every last thing of her.I know what I want and from today,29 April I will not fall into the hands of temptation.

I will start to lose myself,insane soon?Perhaps.I feel that I am starting to lose my emotions and let it out in the wrong place,wrong time.I'll get irritated with the slightest mistake,I tolerate this and try not to vent it on my parents,my siblings.I hate this,my life's screwed and it's being run by someone else.Oh God,where's the restart button..I need it urgently...I told myself that "Hey,it's just a stage of LIFE.Learn to accept it." I told this to myself to escape from everything.I need the June holidays badly,I need to think everything through.

Exams are near,problems piling up from everybody and from my own heart.It's probably the heart's problem and everybody's ever changing emotions act as an amplifier.I'm really going down,I'm starting to fear that she will be someone's else soon.She had been scarred deeply in my mind,scarred means something marked,inreversible.

Fatality

2009-04-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

I need some guidance,from anyone will do if it helps.I'm fustrated,confused and I cannot cope up with everybody's mood swings.I guess it's cos' of the incoming war with examinations piling up with all my relationship equals to the falling of Sebastian Tan.

I guess,talking to one or two people can help destressing myself but....hmm don't give me any decision to make for now,my mind is not in it's right state and I will not know what answer will I give you.Hoping that the Junes holiday come faster,I will get the chance to stay up late with her..hopefully you still remember.

Great,I love this quotes alot!
"Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."
"Your friend is the person who knows all about you, and still like you."

Some very sacarstic ones:/
"Sometimes I need what only you can provide: your absence."
" Ifind television very educating. Every time somebody turns on the set, I go into the other room and read a book."

I shall find more time to post,hopefully positive ones:)

Happy birthday to SQ!!

2009-04-26T09:15:00.001-07:00

Today was Squirtie birthday,and I think everyone might be wondering why do I give him such special treatment.He's 25 this year,and recently he had hard times in real life.He always wanted a "bingo"(this happen when 21 people in the pride are online),and then in our pride people start changing their names to "botak",he got sorta angry about that.So I decided to gather every member today to try a "bingo" and it fail afterall..

Those who came are appreciated,I really appreciate that cos some of them really take out time even tho there are busy to come but those who can refuse to...like MingShu,I know it's late and he cannot stay up too late(he's a pig^^) but he still came to pump the pride chain,I'm very tired and sleepy too but I still came.Emolord007 need to sleep but for the pride chain,he left his PC on for the whole night,at least effort made.Testing,Ceres and EVilboyz was tired after work but also came and Testing even play with us(he seldom do that),effort made.The worst was..some of them did came online but refuse to play with us.Diogo was lagging,he cannot enter the room it was definitely a valid reason but...one of them said " i dont wanna drop my kdr" wtf...it's somebody birthday and you dowanna play with us just cos of your kdr?Fuck it man I got 1.30 only and I know I can get at least a 2.10 when I start a new account but I refuse to and why?Cos kdr is NOTHING.When he say that,my mood dropped like water spilling out from a fountain,and he wont deserve my help next time.Anyway I will post an SS of the first training with our birthday daddy!!

Down down down

2009-04-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

Everything is going downhill,except for friendships.My studies especially,teachers seems to change except Mr Kenny Tan.I dont think that I'm thinking too much.I saw my teacher lending her chinese dict. to one of the student but when I said i forgot to bring it,she gave me nagged at me even more then my beloved mother and there are alot of things i felt that some respectable teachers did which are not quite fair..

Well...I got ZERO for my english compo!The reason is:ITS AN EROTIC STORY!!toooo much in sexual-content!hahah i will post it when teacher returns it to me!Beware!:)but sickening tho...I got zero marks;/alot of them expected it to get very high marks!sigh,damn rules!but a rule is a rule,gonna follow it next time!

A shame on man

2009-04-05T07:33:00.000-07:00

Sometimes,i always wonder you can be such close friends to her,talk to her on the phone,hug her altho by force.You should be friggin' happy to do that but why insult her?Why make her cry?Just the thought of it makes me sick.

And,you had done these things long enough to irritate me.I despise you.

LOL!!

2009-04-04T20:56:00.000-07:00

wtf,Wong Yao Feng says that,WE request Miss Shieh to PATCH BACK WITH HIM...wtf??and then Wong Yao Feng says that my blog post,the Second Chance is about ME,ASKING A SECOND CHANCE TO PATCH WITH HIM...WTF???

Eh SG very little BHB people,susposely one of them is you?!

Thinking of what he had said,really made me laugh out LOUD.Oooh we asked teacher to help,oooh I posted a post to him for a second chance ooooh decode those Kanji please before you jump to conclusions.Oh Yeah thats what you had always been doing:/Emotionless freaks woo~~another wonderful conclusion you had made.

Oh and what Nicole?wtf,susposely you mean I used a name,Nicole to read your blog(an assumption I made).OMG make me laugh man,my english is way better then you,what for i read your blog and i dont go around reading someone's life and to try so hard just to read your blog?OMG this is ridiculous.

Whateva

2009-04-04T12:19:00.000-07:00

You should just change your blog link,url to www.thediscriminationofSebastian.blogspot.com

This goes along well with your blog.

2009-03-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

If I were given a second chance,I will restart everything from Secondary One/Two.As for English,Mathematics,Geo.Why am I so friggin' stupid to fool around?Hist.,Art,DNT,SCIENCE was so simple,WHY did I fool with classmates,disturbing every girls I saw,not taking care of my body.It just sucks when you make mistakes.

It's useless to look back.I had finally found something which motivates me and I'll study..for my ambition,for that "motivator" and I had been making a terrible mistake.......life don't sucks,I sucks..alot.

あなたが得ようとするときに育つ,私を待ってください。わたしは、あなたをとても愛しています,わたしのGUREISU。

Legend player;x!

2009-03-04T07:18:00.000-08:00

Check out my screenshots!dont wanna brag but hahah on 4/march/2009,I noticed some sec 3 students talking about wolfteam so I asked hey you play wolfteam?whats your IGN?One was prozdeath another one was destroyer(dont ask me who are they,I'm only interested in killing them!).They asked who are you!I said our my IGN and they go gaga over me!Cool leh!They exclaimed Wowowowow CallUsNoobs™ pride leader here,turn to another friend,oi that pride leader here wtf!Hahaha should had video-cam their expression!

I really dunno what to say man,it really felt good!Then "destroyer" challenged me to a 1 V 1 match,in paien.*never die before;x*Time for screenshots rather then bragging!*winks*!Some of the ScreenShots not my character,ghostkayla is Kang's character but I was playing it at that point of time!And KanameKuranG is my subj account:).

Braggin' please ignore,I just felt like posting this post:D

Trapped!

2009-03-02T04:39:00.000-08:00

Was walking out to the lift with Kang suddenly my phone goes "RINnng"!I picked it up and all I heard was my brother giggling and he said "Kor ah,I'm stucked in the lift leh!*giggles*How ah?"I said "Huh?!Where are you??" He replied with a funny and girlish voice "Our lift,3rd storey but nevermind la I had already called the number on the lift*giggles with friend again*" I said "I will be there in 1 minute,how you get the "ability" to call since you DON'T have a phone?"

He hanged up without replying!Kang asked what happen??I just told her that my sickening brother had been trapped in the lift but definitely,he must be playing with his friends inside thats why it will be stucked there!

Less than 1 minute,I saw him and his friend,Benny inside.I was expecting that he would be petrfied rather than playing hand games with his friend..watafug~!He even played with me peek-a-boo and laugh like he was playing at the theme park!I will post a video and pic!

Valentine's Day!

2009-02-14T07:31:00.000-08:00

How did you spent your Valentine's Day?It's okay if you're not with some partner you love cos Valetine's Day is about showing your love to the others you cared for:]so Jordan stop saying you celebrate Valentine's Day alone:)Me,Mingshu,KangHui went to meet up with you to chit chat,some sorta celebration too!

I gave some of my friends presents,quite expensive leh.Only MingShu know;x!!Thanks for keeping it a secret!!

I spent the day with KangHui<3!After she went home to take a bath,I was "cooking" black pepper chickenchops which include fries,salad and beans!I gave her a bouquet of rose(9 stalks),hopefully she was delighted(see if she will tag my box!)and a small little bear.total quite expensive too but it's okay cos' it only comes once per year.I prepared a simple and nice candle-lit dinner.<3 you!

We went to TM after that to buy tickets for The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button,a 2 hours 45 minutes show..whatafug sit till buttock pain!!I will give 4stars outta 5 cos' it's really too draggy for me but it's really meaningful!!Time for Pics!

2009-02-12T14:45:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when you're feeling down do you have anyone there to comfort you?For me I have some.Jordan,MingShu and Jason would always be great buddies of mine for life.They say Secondary friends would not last long.

I will disagree with that.

What ever happen,these names will always be carved deeply in my heart,for what they had did when I'm down.Of cos' when you're down,I'm always there for you guys!Need anything just text me on my phone!!

To Jordan,good luck on the girl you wanna get.To MingShu,lets try our best for DNT:].To Jason,good luck on getting the Humus outta your body:D.

the second time.

2009-02-09T05:52:00.000-08:00

I guess everyone will have thoughts of committing suicide.its been 6 years since i had really let it out,my tears.6 years of tears on the 11th storey,090209.I don't want to put the story here but i'm really weak at that time.I really was waiting for a important call or sms...but it did not arrive..but here comes my bros calls and smses.They called and sms but my phone battery went dead.I was sitting on the handles(power eh)really scary..i went to on operate my phone again.When i saw the main screen,toot-toot"Calling from jordan."Next was toot-toot"Calling frm Mingshu"My tears flowed again..when i answered,the phone went dead again.I went home,my mom told me that Mingshu called up.I called jordan first cos it would be a short convor,i just told him i reached home.I called mingshu,he asked me if im okay,the moment he said that,my tears went out like Seoul-Garden free flow drinks?I told him i need a break but he said i could talk to him,i would like to do that but i couldn't control my emotions at that time.So i hanged up.
I know you might be asking " whao,why he post out the things he did which are so shameful."I don't mind it at all,afterall it's 6 years of tears.I won't do stupid things again.Thanks to Jordan and MingShu for talking to me.I'll not do dumb things again,this i can assure you.And thanks again..i would just say that i'm really weak that time...i love you guys.

post of braggin' xD(but skill la~~)

2009-01-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

Bwhahaha,baby posted her Headshot percentage~45% woot now my turn=x.Mine would be my main and my sub acc,although sub acc rank uber low but killing 40 with headshot 90%,you think is easy,you can try doing it and if you can,i will buy you any gun 90day each whole shop also can:].My main character would be nicer:D,high ranking,high hs but not kdr thou,cos my char was named feeder(becos comp lousy last time>[)but now can say is top player in SG=x.okay enough of braggings xD that pict also shows how much money i have!(2million +) and my name appear below!!won 500k bwhahah lucky boy:D.now for the pics!I will show you my list of cash gun next time:)

Second Month!

2009-01-24T20:29:00.000-08:00

Helllloooo its been someee timeee!!Aiyo been too lazy to blog!!Guess its 24/1/09,it's our monthly anniversary~!I bought a necklace for her,i know it's not something she longed for but i would like her to try it cos she doesn't have one but i will get her the earrin' she longed for on Wednesday,i can get money easily from my parents(you guys know)but i will like to buy things for her using my own money cos it would give a better feeling.We watched Ink-Heart,bought like 2 boxes of pop-corn,one combo and another regular salty pop-corns.We bought the combo for the couple straw it was quite cute!i will not post a picture of it cos it was quite common(free with a combo).Ink-Heart was tooooo draggy at first but the action was quite short and i really agree with the actress saying " books are interesting,they are filled with life,adventures,actions and lots of things we can never experience it." yeahh this phrase was so true!reading books give us a feeling we can never experience in reality,and im currently reading Night-Watch some sorta vampire story,i had always loved vampire stories,Kaname-Kuran<3!After the show,we went to shop for rings,bought a pair with our names and date!I will cherish it<3!now for the pictures if presents she gave me!And we wrote something outta our DNA xD(i will not tell you what DNA;x)anddd for some reason my blog cant break post into paragraphs-.- looks weird..and hilarious:[ and thanks,babe for your drawings and hand-written words:D!

i dont care about HAIR!

2009-01-08T06:13:00.000-08:00

I dont give a damn about my hairdo,what you want me to do?cut botak?plus it's Mr Hafiz,our discipline master who shaved it,i dont blame him cos its my fault for not cutting it short enough and its his job for doing it.so just let me just wait for it to grow.oh and if im worrying about my hairdo rather then studying,im a pathetic fool but im not:] btw dont eva compare me with that mongrel hair open your eyes and look before you start saying HEY same hair style with him!if you say that oh sorry to say,you're blind.whos that mongrel?only one mongrel in my class.
Show you guys the "exile ones" in my class 5N1!!

Happy new yearr!!

2009-01-02T00:34:00.000-08:00

How did you guys spent your 1.1.2009 countdown?i had the best countdown in these 16years of my life!!met my broZ at 5pm,at my void deck.Mingshu went to fetch his girlfren' at Jurong shopping mall(i dunno wer is it. . .)Huat,Jason,Jordan,Kanghui,me and my didi gathered!!so we called Gan's HP. . .he said that MINGSHU told him that meet at SIX o'clock!we told him to meet at TM's Kopitiam when mingshu and ceres came together,we asked mingshu if he told gan to meet at 6pm and his reply was Nooo. . .!after finishing our dinner,we saw gan wearing some sorta male stripper clothes(flashy somemore)we goes woooooooow stripper come L0L!then we rode on the MRT to marina and began shopping then walk and walk and walk and walk. . .finallyyy we reached the countdown spot at marina bay!chat and enjoy the singings of the band before the fireworks,while listening to the musics,HOHO mingshu and ceres was fondling in public*freeshow*!around 30mins of waiting,fireworks were released beautifully.enjoying the display with my broZ were heart-warming plus kanghui was beside me it was such a bond to be shared!so jason suddenly say wah mingshu hug ceres,seb hug kanghui!come la jordan we hug together!!jordan still say okay!!another evidence to prove that they are GAYS!
After that mingshu had to bring ceres to her parents,mingshu said RAFFLES CITY so we walked all the way there and then ceres say not here mah should be RAFFLES PLACE MRT. . .gan heaved and say walao 2 different place leh and soo far apart then mingshu say psps wahaha gotta walk again:[ finally we reached that MRT- .-ceres cried cos she cant follow mingshu to play at my house;( *thats why i said you guys should elope!!*jokes*!!rode the direct train to Tampines when we reached home,took turns to bathe and then i fetch yanwen home cos it was 5.43am!felt slpy after reaching home,slpt with kanghui in the room,broke the promise to ton with jason jordan and mingshu!!PS lo~!-end-

first month anniversary!

2008-12-24T10:30:00.000-08:00

It's Christmas Eve for you and me but for me i have an extra thing to celebrate!it's our first month anniversary!!congratz to me and you*winks*!thanks for your cookies*yummy*!after she went to my house for around 3 hours,we went to mingshu house to help he's girlfriend for her job application by phone.i noticed that after we work during our holidays,just feel that we can talk to others openly,not so shy(agree with it uh mingshu!)went to cut hair with kanghui waited for 1 hour haha!<3!>--------went to jialiang house for turkey feast!!mingshu,jialiang and me paid for turkey!it comes with the ham and pig trotter@_@ fried ones!mingshu,jialiang,jason,jordan,yong qian,my didi,kanghui and me went to eat that feast!after opening 2 bottles of wine,they was stucked at the last one,whining about it"too tight la that cork""die ah stuck too tight".ever heard of the hero arrive at later timing!bwhahah sebastian tan to the rescueee!wah i pulled it lightly only come out liao ceh this call power!ehhh joke joke hehe applied some force to it wahaha really come out damn still power xD.sigh no pics agains!neither jason nor jialiang sent me any!wahaha cos i forgot to ask!nxt time okay!!!!

16th birthday!

2008-12-16T10:20:00.000-08:00

Yes!finally,my 16th birthday!!finally i can watch nc16 shows without "cheatings"!finally my bros wont say that im a big baby!and finally i blogged!enough of those "finally"!thanks guys for opening that bbq,although it was abit weird due to not enough food variety,no drinks and cups(WTF!BBQ no drinks!!)and people arriving at different time(too late!).oh yeah and thanks to my cozins!elvin sort of cheer up the atmosphere by creating a game of true or dare!although he made us feel gay!but it was still awesome.feel gay cos i was kissed by mingshu(cheeks)and elvin(LIPS ZOMG!)nevermind it was a force kiss:(.we found out jason's true side!!he was a gay,true GAY!when we "kiss" each other,we just peck or just kiss and run butttt jason kissed jordan with a hssss sound*so sweet*and even HUGGED him.......what a gay no wonder never woo xx*winks*and thanks Niven for coming all the way to pasir ris from hougang!!
-------i will post the video of jordan and jason gay-ing,kissing with hss and hugging in public!!i will post it next time cos my phone was faulty!nice-timing:(

another quiz from kanghui!

2008-12-13T11:51:00.000-08:00

1.The person who tag/pass you: CHAN KANG HUI
2.Your relationship with him/her: Couples
3.Your five impression of him/her: happy-go-lucky,cute,like to smile alot,hate fightings,respectful and the ultimate Klutz!
4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:alot!!
5.The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:alot!sa-rang-hyeo?
6.If he/she become your lover,you will: she had became mine
7.If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: msning/smsing!
8.If he/she become your enemy,you will: never will she become my enemy!
9.If he/she become your enemy,the reason will be: i had hurt her
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is: stay at my house!
11.Your overall impression of him/her is: happy
12.How you think people around you will feel about you?: loyal
13.The characters you love of yourself are: know what am i doing.
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are: itchy fingers and the mouth which love to suck/bite something.
15.The most ideal person you want be is: myself and Kaname Kuran!
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them:
i will always appreciate you guys!
Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1)Mingshu
2)kanghui(just your name here.)
3)jordan
4)jason
5)jialiang
6)grace(if you want!)
7)XY
8)kelston
9)E.Tay
10)niven!
1. Is no.6 having relationship ? – mmh dont think so
2.Is no.9 a male or female? – he-john.
3. If no.7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing? it will nvr happen!
4.What is no.2 studying about? – zodiac signs!
5. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? – just a minute ago
6.What kind of music does no.8 like? – rock!
7.Does no.1 have any siblings? –yea. one big bro.
8.Will you woo no.2? – she's mine!!!
9.How about no.7? – unless im homo
10. Is no.4 single? - ya!!.
11.What is the surname of no.5? – BOND!!!!!!
12.What's the hobby of no.10? – chatting with me of cos=x
13. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? – thy dunno each other.
14.Where is no.2 studying at? - tampines sec.
15.Talk something casually about no.1. – supportive.there's more but it says something casually.
16. Have you tried developing feelings for no.2? – already did!!
17.Where does no.9 live at? – bedok!
18.What colours does no.4 like? – YELLOW for sure !
19.Are no.5 and 1 best friends? –yeah!
20.Does no.1 have any pets? – none but we share "dogs" in wolfteam uh!
21.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? – Yeah!
22.What is no.6 doing now? – sleeping!
23.Do u like no. 8? - his jokes/advices and 11 years of bro-ship!

a post of anger.

2008-12-12T06:12:00.000-08:00

Not here to say why i had not blogged for the past few weeks."i had promised my girl not to find fault with anybody for now i will tolerate with those small talks of peoples out there.tho i had not been as agressive when i was in sec 1 and 2,its not that i had been a coward but i had some problems which made me so tired, and one more thing who the hell
are you all to judge what i do,1st WHO THE Hell ARE YOU GUYS TO ME?
----------And to my beloved bros out there who had been supporting me:
mingshu,jason,jordan,jialiang,kelston,elvin lim,elvin tay last but not least xing yong.Thank you so much for being my support for the past few years.i had been really grateful for these.

special day!

2008-11-24T10:08:00.000-08:00

<33~!~!special day..only the close friends know what happen:)
it will last.

Im Sad.

2008-11-23T13:54:00.000-08:00

Finally,time for blogging.spent the week or more chatting and playing with kanghui.needa meet up with jason,mingshu and the others soon or else will miss them alot..on Saturday,went to watch Madagascar 2:Escape to Africa with kanghui.it was an awesome movie,nice plot,not draggy at all and it was so hilarious;she was so frightened by the little mouse- .-and we found out that the Giraffe,Melman look alot like jordan(the lips)~!we went shopping around E!hub till 5+ and meet up with jordan and limin to catch prawns later.it was drizzling so we walk to the pasir ris interchange to hail a cab.got it!farmway 3,same price 5.40 SGD when we reach there,our spot was quite packed so we decided to take a new spot.i pay for all the rods._.limin caught 2 and jordan caught 1,kanghui and I was no quite lucky so caught a big egg(zero)..jordan brought all the prawns home.after that i mess with jordan in the bus quite fun~~we went to eat dinner after that.
If you notice the top post was abit souless...first,my day was spoiled by a dream when i woke up earlier.the dream only had me,mingshu and kanghui surprising uh..not really a nightmare but a dream of anger.i found out the reason already:why i had this dream.i wont put it in blog.
So now Mr.H thinks he's popular with the girls and start fooling around...i'm someone who gets jealous easily..thats my weakness i have signs when im jealous but do you all notice?guess not..you see..Ms.H open her blog,first blog she view was Mr.P.she open her msn and first one to chat was Mr.H....i dont wanna write all my feelings in this blog,it's not neccessary...okay nevermind...i will edit this post next time..dont really have the mood right now..still jealous...i'll wait for mingshu to get on his msn and confide in him,probably so...really dont have the mood already..i rate my this post 0/10:( no pictures.till then cyaZ.

Kanghui's request.

2008-11-17T04:02:00.000-08:00

1.Do you have secrets.-yes yes i do..obviously..

2.Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?.-i did last year!!

3.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?.-until another dream girl appears..

4.What would you do with a billion dollars?.-open my own private detective business,bring the girl to do what she had always wanted to do and start my family.

5.Which is more blessed,loving someone or being loved by someone?.-loving someone.

6.What best describe the person that tagged you?.-faithful

7.If the person you secretly like is already attached,what would you do?-try to be her close friend.

8.Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?-finally spenting time with the girl..*yess*

9.What will you do if you own the World?-Peace

10.What makes you sad?-people ignoring me..:(

11.What will you see yourself in 10 years time?-Father with at least 1 child.

12.Who is currently most important to you?-family and friends

13.What is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?-Enjoyable moments with my friends

14.Would you be single and rich or married but poor?-none of these but married and giving my family the best life.

15.What is your favourite color?-Red.

16.If you're attach but you feel as if you like someone else,what will you do?-this will never happen.

17.What do you want to tell someone you like?-Can you be with me...? i mean it.

18.Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?-no,it will always have the horrible memory.

19.What if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs (only God knows what)with other girls/guys what will you do?-mmh?im quite confident with my sex techniques >.<" uh,i am

20.Do you believe there's "love at first sight"?-hell no.be realistic.

spent an hour typing these out._.wonder if anyone read this.

Sunday was a heaven to me!

2008-11-17T03:01:00.000-08:00

Had been going out thats why had not much time to update.like sunday went out with cousins,limin and kanghui to PartyWorld,sushi for lunch,shopping~ and went to farmsite for prawncatching with limin and kanghui only.at the first 2 minutes,i caught one!!so i wanted to remove it from the hook,kanghui suddenly shout GOT DOG GOT DOG,so i ask her to sit down it will not bite you la~she say got dog la got dog coming liao so i panic and forgot about the prawn and was swinging it around limin so limin shouted GO AWAY LA DONT DISTURB ME GO AWAY.we were creating a commotion.what a chained event first the dog second the prawn.3 "noobs" screaming there those people were laughing at us.so silly~but they were cute;think back also laugh.finally,limin caught one uber fierce prawn.i was trying to help limin to hold the prawn.only trying to grab it,it's pincer got hold of my thumb so pain...whole thumb got dark red,probably is limin like to pince me hence her pets also do the same xD.i caught 3 in the first hour and limin caught 2;kanghui none.at around 8++,2 of their friends came.i saw kanghui so sad cause she caught nothing so i fork out money to let her play.well i was hard on cash because i spent around 70+ before that but dont care la xD hopefully she can catch 1 and make her happy.she saw her friends already caught 2 she got even sad..soo i was determine to help her,ahh finally ONE hoho she really got happy and times up.we walked to the main road,kanghui was asking funny questions~.~but she got no answers.then a taxi driver was kind enough to give us a free ride to the main road;thanks!we ate late dinner at 201 there.chat awhile then bloody mingshu keep calling saying "why walk there..you forgot what happen there?.." scare people only la..then i "escort" kanghui to her gate,finally 放心.i ran back home!!omg theres alot more to type in but next time then type it got too wordy again..i'll show you 3 of 9 prawns i brought home(i gave kanghui 2:))!!!

i love my friends!

2008-11-11T01:37:00.000-08:00

Geez,been quite busy recently.friend of mine came to my house to stay,play and chat from 12am+ to afternoon 12pm+!ooh sorry i dozed off and you have to go home alone,sorry!my family went to KL quite lonely the past few days but thanks to my beloved friends!sms-ing and calling me*touch*.it's been a long long time since i had massively online and playing games such as wolfteam,hehe skill dropped!but still a "pro" it just that my xem speed got lowered but never mind it's really enjoyable eatting lunch with a friend hoho im the one always late but shes even later...soo i can finally take my own sweet time.with jordan they all late 1 minute only!he sure say hey,you late lei late 1 minute also counted then nag like woman with hot lips,but he nag uber funny one!today went to cut hair with mingshu,mine still same like the past but longer for mingshu...you ask him- -.then went to cousin house talk talk play basketball!!he run soo fast but i stand under net 1 arm cover him~!but he still won- -cant expect to win someone with 6 pecs mah~.~after that went to find kanghui pass her cream,she talk still as funny and nice as ever!anyway thank you for accompany me!waiting for job calls.wao.type so much again later gege say wordy.i'll stop now!i will upload some of my own pics for the first time in this blog!!BYEBYE!

its a dragonfly!

2008-11-07T03:00:00.000-08:00

its 2.46am!!i spent the past 45 minutes catching the dragonfly!!it was stucked in the lamp in my house,i was msn-ing,heard a fluttering sound.like wings hitting something hard so i went to check it out.whoaa a big dragonfly!so surprised,tried to caught it with two rackets~.~i gave up and used one racket ooh finally got it hooked up onto racket nettings but for some reason it got back to the lamp...spent 30 minutes catching it using same method..here are some pictures of it!!!sooo big.

boys' day out!!

2008-11-06T20:13:00.000-08:00

Whao!Chinese exam was quite okay,dont wanna say easy coz later get c6 again people sure laugh._.quite confident can get at least hopefully b4,i dont expect an A for chinese,english sure can la~~.
After the exams,we went to TM!!so stupid,MRT was way faster,but they said sit bus 67; how dumb~~coz of jordan ez-link not enough money.after 20 mins of waiting,the bus finally arrived so fun joking around after like 2 weeks of not being able to joke with em'.when we reached TM,we head to courts!!to find that "yong zheng"?dunno,cant find haha find him for what?not gonna tell you the reason!find it yourself!after that went to bought the movie tickets for Quantum Of Solace.im not a fan of it but it was an awesome movie!!given 5 stars i will rate it 4.5 stars,the man was quite cool,the stuns were so awesome,good plot and Daniel Craig had some sense of humour!after that we went to walk around,we noticed yong qian's hair was like just wake up those kind one up one down,so jordan shout seb seb see his hair.i saw WOW the new layers' hair style we all laughed and laughed.we saw maggie mee(limin) and spaghetti(yanwen) joked their hair style again so jordan talked to them for like 15 mins.after that we went to courts to look for that "yong zheng" again.we stand outside starhub and chat.deciding if we want to go for ice-skating on Monday,hopefully mingshu,jason and ahhuat get their leave.we kept on joking and joking then i say wow we can open the show king of comedy sure become hot channel one.mingshu said rectum was on the waist?!not purposely he did not know._.physic boy~so we joked even more on that!we went home after 30 mins of crazy chat.well,its time for me to end too much word again!!oh thanks for the perfume,sere,i'll put some pics of it~!and you will never take my picture!!

what a nightmare.

2008-11-04T06:04:00.000-08:00

Ohaiyo~its 4.49am and im having my exam later,its not that i did not sleep.i tried but i had a nightmare!!something happened to my friend...i dont want to say who is she(msn me for the name).im scared...if it really happen what should i do?probably i will definitely not forgive the murderer,give up all my studies and hunt him down,after that join her in the afterlife.im really scared,i on the air-con full blast but i was still sweaty;that dream was so detailed,if it really happened i will never ever forgive that murderer and myself for not being able to protect her.Look what i had done to my "boxed-up" wall after i recovered from the dream..momma would be so furious...but i was really scared so i rushed in to the toilet and waoo slipped......did a knee drop to that wall.its not hard at all._.box-up walls are to cover cables and wires of the lights so you cant see any wires or cables box in my house:).now i will take my remaining time to pray and to wait for 7am,off to school~

i feel like saying that.

2008-11-03T17:12:00.000-08:00

you're tall or small , fat or thin , poor or rich; i like you.suddenly i feel like telling all this to her._. BUT prefer to keep at this level:) 愛しています and あなたが好きですi would really really meant to tell her this!i cancelled all my dates to talk to her!!sooo kelston,serena and terry, im SORRY!next lunch my treat,no lies.well,recently my wallet was almost emptied,paying for kanghui's meal at Yoshinoya's,renting KanameKuran's cosplay,visiting the doctor,so many things to pay for this week~gotta save much for her birthday.i decided to quit my Epson job and work with my besties hopefully coz i really miss them!!!my penpal friend mailed me some pictures of Germany,i'll show them to you peeps,its pretty nice.God replaced our lack of snow with free from natural disaster:)

Cosplay fever.

2008-11-02T16:05:00.000-08:00

Wow,i gave up killing in wolfteam just to msn so many peeps.dicussing with Niven on how to get back his friend account and due to my help we got it back,geez im so smart at brainwashing hackers~~.chatting with friends about my recent cosplay party(halloween night) and Grace asked me to go CosplayConf.!hopefully,i can go and we will go since its a future planning.i din know that shes also into cosplay.i dont really have friends into that,most of them thinks that its too expensive and time wasting but for me its really cool to play into anime roles and play with it,collecting those suits.soo im really really happy to find someone into this!!having high hopes to go with her to that CosplayConf.!!let you guys see an awesome ScreenShot:)

it's new.

2008-11-02T04:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah,its my first and new blog.susposely you guys are waiting for it since everyone was like hey,why dont you have a blog?i would say im busy,would not tell you the real reason.well,i'm really fustrated.im not sure whats the reason,like my job,good pay,nice bosses and managers but its lonely,i hate that since young..so it was really hard to decide to keep or quit it since the epson big head was my uncle.this bothers me alot but not as much as some other matter which made me even more fustrated.i had a really bad headache this few days,got worstened due to some sort of crazy bat attacking me,luckily it did not have rabids or else i would really be in deep trouble.i went to parties,true reason was trying to forget everything but it did not help much..so friends ask wow,this is the first time i saw your emo side.i just reply i will take it as a compliment:(.suddenly,i felt that i had no one i could confide it,its not like i dont trust my friends but i just feel it would be better to bottle it up but it felt even bad;i would try a few more days im sure i can manage it myself:)weird uh,exams are over and im still feeling so bad,physically and metally tired.wow,i wrote so much i did'nt notice...gonna stop or else it would really be a diary.bye.