People out there have sex 2-3 times a week(on a healthy range),but for me,we quarrel 2-3-4 times a week:O why so different

Labels: lets get fuck up on this town

17th Oct 2010,Gamakichi died today.

Labels: byebye

I'm having super crazy moodswings this month and i really dunno why. I will get pissed and irritated by every single thing even when talking to someone i would really dote on,there's only like hmm 1-3 humans that i totally didnt get grouchy about them and instead i grew an addiction to talk to them:/ even my girlfren' start to ask me " eh why your temper so bad recently." I can really say i dunno why........i see people under void decks making a din,i would just confront them. People asking me questions more than 2 times i would start to throw some sarcastic remarks or even scold them...i really dunno why am i being so stressful..i dun even try to correct my english in this post and put in accurate capitals and punctuations....forgive me! Maybe i should just move on and faster from my current pace..im lost.

Labels: guide me

Hopefully my frog doesn't pass away,it hasn't been eating for the past 2 weeks or more...the past few days,it will at least move alittle bit when i touch him or try to catch him but now......he doesn't even budge when i push him and seems to me that his hind legs are not able to move or something.....and singapore doesn't have any exotic animal vet omggggggg somebody save him!!

Labels: i pray for him

I really don't understand why are the people around me getting more and more selfish and self-centered or maybe it's just me.

Everyone speaks only of themself. I've read a book which said "If your kindness is not appreciated,forget about it.If no ones care and concern about you,forget about it.If you can't forget about all those,it's becos you're afraid of loneliness and becos..you're soft." What the authors' said made much sense,I've been thinking that maybe it's cos that I'm too weak and not firm enough to make my stand. I always tell myself that "i must not give in to anyone anymore,i must not apologize if it's not my fault at all." but in the end,i gave in and started to talk to them again. It's cos i cherish everyone of you all if not i don't really give a damn to anyone. Happy talk to me,not happy then give me all kinds of 1 words reply. No people to play games with find me and likewise. Ignore ignore ignore then wait for me to find you all,what if i didn't talk to you all? Giving all kind of excuse when i find out all those shit you've been doing.

I just wanna say that I'm tired of everything,everything little stupid things I had been doing. Maybe I should not blame anyone and blame on human nature,even sitting in the MRT also will experience human's selfishness. I was going home after my school in Tiong Bahru,9am to 5pm of boring lectures,finally i got a seat in the MRT and guess what happened? A woman in her early 30s' stood infront of me and said to herself "Nowadays young people dunno how to let older people sit,no manners." I didn't even bother her,first cos i'm so fuggin' tired and second,which part of her is old...at around City Hall,a real elderly came in and she can't even stand well.I immediately gave up my seat to her but before she could sit down,that dumb 30s' bitch "chop" the place with her shopping bags. She knew that i gave up the seat for the old woman but still she did that. She didn't even SIT on the seat,she placed all of her SHOPPING stuff on the seat..and that's human's nature for yo^^.

Now,i will just wait for the world to teach me how to be more firm,strong-willed determination..i'm just a normal human afterall..you can't expect me to do so much for you. I didn't mind at all to wait for you 1hour+ becos i didn't want you to walk alone,all you can do at least is to hug me or something rather than to pull a long face or i didn't understand you at all. If you wanna talk to me then talk,don't bother waiting for me to do likewise.

Labels: don't expect me to be the old me

Maybe I was wrong or maybe we both are right cos' we have different conceptions towards a rather deep but empty word known as "love". Sorry for being the selfish one and like I've said that becos' we have different views and thats why we are mad at each other . . but this time I would probably ..nevermind,i'm sorry.

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Am I a fearful person,to the extend that you all don't even dare to speak right into my face but gossip behind me? No wonder you treated me as if you didn't know me and I didn't want to be so pathetic to ask you WHY. In this world,there's no one that is needed so badly till the another one will die without. I respected you cos' you're older and more accomplished than me but what did i get? I don't care if our relationship drift away or what so ever. If you have something to say to me after you read this post and hopefully you understand it,quit your bitching behind my back and spit them to my face and I will accept your bitching like a man.

I didn't want to move to a hostel becos' I love my home,friends and my mother. I won't go because of a secondary 1 rubbish in my house. I know alot of secrets about you but i didn't spill a single bean about them becos' I dowan my mother to get worried about you. I didn't even give so much problems to them when I was secondary 1. What kind of rubbish are you,you be home everyday after 4pm and your school ends at 1.50pm. You said that you had remedial so now our students are so hardworking that they stay back at school till 4pm for "remedials" every single day? Thats bullshit or lies I would say. You eat mac breakfast and tell us that " I need to go school earlier cos of blah blah ". I don't even want to imagine how you get the money to eat that,i'm 17,18 this year I'm not so stupid to not understand how you get those money.

I don't care if you show me that shit attitude of yours becos you're still a stupid kid who acts as if you've seen all of the world and today you blurted out all those rubbish you gossiped behind me. Brother? My frog is even better than you,it's more loyal,doesn't give me much trouble,"1 dollar per week" and some love from me.

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It's just a BBQ. Don't avoid,it will only make things more awkward.

Labels: getting used to "life"

BOSS:
Sebastian!

HIS 7 LOVELY MAIDS! :
Moony - kanghui(as round as the moon!)
BigEarPiggy - Min Hui(maria also can wahaha)
Minny - Limin(cute right)
Pea-y - Steph(cuter righttttt)
Piggy - Huei Yin (why treat me like this)
Wenny - Yan Wen ( sounds like wendy )

and the boys are my royal guards ! wahahaha
they will protect me !大內密探零零狗 watch this show then you know what am i talking about!

HIS 6 ROYAL GUARDS!
Mushroom - MingShu(his hairrr)shoot spores
Royal Rapper - Jordan (CL FROM 2NE1!!!!)i-rap-till-you-die
Bio Defender - Jason(wakakakaka i like this nick,sounds so cooool) STINK BOMB
Farter - YaoFeng (puttttttt) the-name-shows-it-all
Cyclops - JiaLiang(the legendary James!) bangbang
Money man - YongQian ( HUAT AH!) throw money till you die LOL


ok thats just for gags~

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i will post about my heroine next time...i still can't find my inspiration to write about her...it's a rare chance to get her to be a friend is all i can say for now:/ so then,till the next time~goodbye:]

Labels: i love you all